Lala.
I have dermatillomania.
I always look at the bright side.
Open ears, open mind, open heart.
California is my home, Seattle is where I feel like I belong.
Art is my life, I'd be nothing without it.
Color Guard is my high.
Sleeping With Sirens is my pain pill.
I take being called "weird" a compliment.
I don't bite :D haha

 

Banquet tonight

I’m excited, and nervous at the same time. Tonight I find out if I made one of the captain positions or not. Qwertyuiopasdfghjkl gahhh >.<

Also, I STILL don’t know what to wear o.o It’s either my long prom dress or my short homecoming dress from sophmore year. And I don’t wanna show up and be like “BAM! Shnazzy!” looking when everyone else is like “Oooo casual” …. Yeah, that’s how I think of things haha. But I also want another occasion to wear my prom dress. I think wayyy too much into simple things like this >:I

Tonight probably may be the last time I see you. Ever. That fact is making my head feel kinda fuzzy…

Skin still looks like I got mauled by a mini grizzly bear, but after Amanda told me that we’ll have odd looking skin together with her sun burn and all, I feel a little better haha :P

I really should be cleaning my room…

I’ve been breaking out freakishly bad lately, my medication hasn’t been working :/ Especially on my shoulders, and I am destroying them. They hurt so much :( ugh. And our band/guard banquet is tomorrow. Guess who’s gonna have nasty pink, scabby shoulders? -sighhh-… 

I fucking hate this.